Pain & Shame

Kat D.  •   Connecticut  •  14

 

I honestly don't remember much about it besides being in CVS. But I can tell you it was extremely painful and heavy to the point where I was throwing up and incapacitated. When I was about 12, I was taken to the hospital because of excruciating pain my lower left abdomen. I was taken in pretty quickly because they thought it was appendicitis, but an ultrasound showed a 2.5 centimeter cyst of my ovary.

My periods continued to be hell and rendering me to a crying ball in the nurses office at school or on the couch. I constantly had the pain of an ovarian cyst, which I was told either goes unnoticed or is as painful as childbirth. 


Kat D First Period Story

I saw my doctor for a sore throat and I mentioned my painful periods, so she suggested birth control. My mom was very reluctant because at that time, I was about 13 and she didn't like the idea of a 13 year old on the pill. So yeah, birth control is so stigmatized that my mom didn't let me take something that could make my pain a lot better just because I was young.

I'm fourteen now and went on the pill last April because mom was getting tired of picking me up from school because I was in extreme pain and vomiting. It helped so much. I just wish that I could have done something before so I didn't have to go through all that pain.

Kat D First Period Stories

Happy V Day!

Emma F.  •   Maryland  •  12

 

I woke up this morning (Valentine’s Day 2019) and got in the shower. When I was changing out of my clothes, it looked like there was dark brown blood and I thought I had pooped myself (lmao) and that it was red from the red velvet cake I ate yesterday.


Emma F First Period Stories

Later, before I went to school, I used the bathroom (thank god) and I saw blood everywhere. I freaked out, snatched a pad and didn’t tell my mom until after school. Oof.

Emma F First Period Stories

Putt-Putt Period

Krista R.  •   Georgia  •  28

 

So my grandmother loves to golf. And she decided we were going to have a girls golf outing, just she and I. It was a beautiful day, so why not walk 18 holes?


Krista R First Period Story

I’m still not sure why I couldn’t tell her what was happening, especially since I had the weird sense to go wrap my underwear in toilet paper before teeing off. But we got through about 15 holes before the pain and the bucket of blood in my skivvies had grown too much.

Krista R First Period Stories